i got a marriage proposal today,
this man is nice, we have spoken a few times on MSN our parents know each other not well, but they talk. and they are kind of happy we are talking, i had an idea he liked me, and we get on great, we have same sense of humour, but he is returning to islam after 10 years of neglect, yeah he is 30 too and im 23. we get on, and he seems genuine, but i recently seen some photos of him on facebook of his not so islamic years, of him and a arab girl, i asked him about it and he said they were friends but she had her arm wrapped around him and were cheek to cheek, and were in a fancy arab restuarant.
i know it is his past but it doesnt look too old, i mean he doesnt look that different from the photo. im worried that he lied to me about her, i know its not good to have ill feelings about someone but when i looked at it i felt like i had been stabbed in the back, i was letting this guy get to know me and see a side of me no man has ever seen, and i feel betrayed. am i right to feel this way, to make matters worse he admitted he still talks to her and has her as a friend on facebook. although i told him my dislike and actual hate for men who have girlfriends, and now i find myself having thought about marriage with this man and now being showen this has left me in utter confusion and feeling of betryal.
i am thinking this is the make or break point for us.