I make dua for you that Allah gives you the man of your dreams, like Hamza81 said , you will insha Allah marry the one who will love you and only look at you. Such men do exist sis and insha Allah, keep asking Allah that he gives you a brother with such excellent character as a husband. Allah answers our prayers sis, please do not give up.
Forget beauty, like Hamza said, it is the persons character and inner beauty that lasts forever. Good character makes you beautiful. You are not ugly, because no sister or brother is ever ugly.
Man, I read your posts and sometimes I feel like what you are writing is the same things I think of and feel. We have much in common. I'm a 19 year old ,and you know of course that means college. I spoke to my mother about marriage. and what do I get?
FINISH YOUR STUIDES!!!!! Ugg, like I dont already know that?! But Alhamdulillah for everything. I told my mother. " IF (BY Allahs WILL) a pious brother, whose character is admired, and he is a practising muslim, and has the quailities I want, and who also has the means of supporting me as a wife, you should know my mother, that if he proposed, I would not reject his proposal. She was stunned, and I love my mother, but the prophet (peace be upon him) said, Marry the ones whose character you like ( in other words the one who is religious).
We may want to give up. We may let ourselves down, but I think we should never forget, that what Allah has in store for us, is even better than what we want. Hope that helped sis. BE POSITIVE! Beauty is nothing, and if a brother denies you as a wife, because " you're average", he's gonna miss out on alot.