It has been a while since I was active in Jannah and I am sure much has happened to everyone here. I too am undergoing through so much changes that it feels as if I am trapped in a whirlwind. I decided to shift to a new house, got a new job rather unrelated to my previous ones and taking new courses and interests.
I was prompted to write after reading UmAboodi's comment in the People Who We Missed thread. Thank you for your kind regards Sis UmmAboodi, I truly appreciate it. Yes, after her demise, I did miss her terribly but I was not depressed or anything like that. I guess maybe because I saw her suffer and I kinda realised that her death was actually Allah's greatest mercy for her, inshallah.
I turn 40 today, a so-called pivotal point in someone's life. Its strange, I don't feel anything different. My daily struggles are the same, my concerns are the same and I look forward to the same things. Maybe what is different is where I am at now spiritually and existentially than where I was a year ago
A special shout-out to old friends and new. Even though I don't post regularly, I do read sometimes and always, you have my du'ah and best interests at heart.
It is Rajab now and not long after Ramadan will come. Looking forward to reconnecting with everyone through the Diaries. If you wish to be connected to me via FB message me inshallah.
Love you all for Allah's sake,