Assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullah,
I stumbled upon this forum when searching for some help. I need help. My worrying is getting out of control - I can't live, I can't enjoy myself whatsoever, it's a struggle just to get up anymore - I think that I'm going through some situational depression, as I remember going through a phase like this a couple of years back - but I don't know how to climb out of it. I worry about the craziest things - I can't enjoy watching a decent movie, or sitting down to Peter Pan with my siblings, or even reading a novel anymore, it's like my brain screams HARAM, it's haram to draw, it's haram to sing, it's haram to hear that song in the show, it's haram to read, it's haram, so much that I just want to curl up and stop living.
Whenever I confide in someone they don't understand - I wish that I could just snap out of it and stop worrying that everything is haram, but I can't! I'm a fully practicing, religious Muslim, I know right from wrong, but I can't stop worrying about these awful small things, to a point where I feel constantly miserable and socially debilitated.
I just want some help, or at least your dua this Ramadan. Please.